The path I choose to step on is to going to have pavements of livening loyalty on both sides and I am willing to walk on it with all of me. I need to be certain that all of my feelings and concerns are reciprocated equally from your side as well, not by force of course. Before I recite my love to you, I want to be sure of the actions from each side that prove the words first. I understand I am going to be expected to exist in this very moment between us, but I am going to reflect on if I am needed when I am not holding hands with you, not resting on your chest, not sitting closer to you and turning everything else around you into a mess.
I see myself stepping away from people, situations easily without feeling a mere regret deep down, I wish I can hold onto you like you are a part of my soul that I cannot exist without.
When I am getting ready, I wish to see you leaving everything aside, and stare at me. I want to feel your gratefulness for having me as a partner in all your moments even when we are far apart. Can I hug you each time I see you, no matter when a million eyes are staring at us or it is just dead silence? Can you hold me at the end of my day, every day?
Does merely watching the trees, laying on grass, listening to waves, enjoying music, dancing away stress would make any sense to you, or would it be ignored because it won’t be exciting after a few times or it’s not a part of who you are?
I pray for peace of mind, dance to my bones and music to our hearts even in the hardest times. How about we both walk to each other through all, choosing each other over and over trying to turn these prayers into real existence. Would you believe in making the moments magical, but together?
I need to witness the wonders welcoming me on this path before I step on it, BEFORE I LOVE YOU…
